i shop, and buy two new dresses (for upcoming weddings)
i walk two miles (fast, without the dog, please don't tell him)
i vacuum the house (upstairs and down and the stairs)
i start a new book (The Girls: A Novel)
i feel a bit lonely and stuck (and think about how i might mix things up a bit)
but today i understand that it is okay to feel this way
and so i don't panic, but just open myself up to possibilities. . .