wednesday || day 249

i pick up my camera and walk aimlessly through the yard
my eye is on break right now as is my mind and my emotions
she tells me i can controle my thoughts and i believe her
but damn, it takes a lot of work. 



the day starts out with a great class at the gym, 
and ends in heart wrenching reality
but i am going to be okay i think, no, i know i am
sometimes i amaze myself.