"Just say what you want to say . . . and say it with all your heart."
― Elizabeth Gilbert
i knew it would not go as planned, but setting intentions and trying must count for something. in the end, after it was done, i spent hours going over it all in my head. i phoned a friend (in this game i am lucky to have someone) and she helped me see beyond the fog and into reality. the sun came out and the dog and i played with his stick in the yard, and when we came inside we both carried some of that glorious light with us.