wednesday || day 298

today, i see so clearly how i have so far to go to live authentically, 
to not question or be judgmental. i lose my temper, mostly
because i am scared, and confused and i am not skilled
at all, with the behavior coming at me. i do my best to let it go. 
but, tonight, i still feel it, and that is okay. because not feeling it
means there might be a big hole there, and i am not ready for that yet.