i think all day about how i often make things too hard,
take life too seriously. . . i can rationalize my thought process
so clearly and understand why i feel the need to do this,
but it does not always make for a blissful life. lately it has
bogged me down and i am fighting judgement and
resentment towards others. i wonder what it might feel like
to just live free of all of that. to live my life without silly restrictions,
which are put there mostly by myself. something to ponder.
today we kind of celebrated 41 years of marriage. well,
he bought me a beautiful card, we went out to dinner and
he came with Basil and me for our walk.