The last couple of days I crumble because of fear. Circumstances knock me sideways and I play the victim, wallowing in the why and how come and really?? Today I wake with some clarity and see that sometimes it is up to me to let those I love know how I feel, and what I might need from them. Fear leads to anger and emotional pain and sometimes I can't get beyond the fear. I am learning to ask for what I need to get some release.