I think about the fact that I don't have a crystal ball to foresee the future just as I don't have a glass to look back, in retrospect, to the past. If I did I might see all the choices I have made, good and bad. I would remind myself that I made those choices with love. Trusting my heart and my gut. I made them, and they were the right choices, for they make up the quilt of my life. All of my choices, even the ones that I sit with now with pain are mine. And knowing that, I would not choose anything else. For I am me and I belong to me and I am good with that.