tuesday || day 178

Try to love and live the question itself. Don't search for the answer. Perhaps then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without even noticing it, live your way into the answer.
- Rainer Maria Rilkeday 

the day starts with almost 10,000 meters on my rower
and a long conversation with my sister, which includes laughter and understanding
Basil watches from the deck as i water the flowers, and wanders down
after a bit, being brave and curious. we share some strawberries and he smells
that rabbit and bays and bays.  as the day progresses i can feel myself
getting lighter and lighter, until the old me is back and i feel calm and blessed